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I write about my life story
 

Lust My Confession 

When I’m alone, I find where are you
When I’m muse, my mind stabing hard what you think about
When I feel sad, my heart knit crochet your pain
When I’m worried, my mind ripped your fidgetiness

Until the weary glue more and more
My heart then crying torrential
Soak into hurt rift you feel
Gushing and flowing in the midst of expectancy confusion
Until drain finished
My pangs drop still playing
Range from to residue of happiness closed
And peacefulness bridled

In every globules throwed
My fancy looking a beauty wave
My imagine staring down the sweet smile
And my desire waiting you to accost me

Hope, hope, hope,
Just can hope always
Cause the heart touch have the hands tied
Cause one side be distrubed
The answer from all of wish
Written in hidden self
Lecture about
The meaning of There’s and No There’s




The Fetter Of Emptiness

In front of the window I stared out the sky
To see some stars aflame of light
When I begin washed away with beautiful
Everything lose dull wherever

Look at me behind of the dark shadow
Who not heeded trhowed and not mean
You only quiet and just seeing my eyes
when I touch your face
You close it
And you over lose my hand

This is shine from alive I do
There’s no anyone who care to me
Will the next time all be end
To make this life more sense

I lay dying in front of you
You stay quiet and closed your ayes
My body is weary in the empty
Tombed be dead and have justness
Fetter disappointed in my heart
There’s no anyone to understand




Rapuh

Keruhnya alur kisah mulai terlihat lagi
Nampak semakin curam konflik diantara dua hati
Kokohnya kepercayaan beranjak rapuh dan terancam mati
Tulusnya kesetiaan luntur dalam kebimbangan yang terjadi

Lilin yang tegak berdiri dan menerangi
Perlahan habis meleleh karna panasnya api
Mawar merah yang indah dan mewangi
Semakin layu tercampakkan tak ada yang peduli

Kosong dengan pertanyaan yang membelit
Gelisah dengan bisikan batin yang melilit
Dadakupun seakan terasa meledak
Digerogoti ribuan problema yang membengkak

Bingung, takut, dan tak mengerti
Akan datangnya sesuatu yang tak dinanti
Tunjukan jalan yang terbaik Tuhan
Berikan kekuatan untuk segala yang menghadap




Berahir Kepedihan

Tak pernah terfikir seperti apa yang terjadi sekrang
Semua seakan perlahan jauh dan mghilang
Semakin buram indahnya kedamaian
Semakin gelap kilaunya kebahagiaan

Keterbatasan emosional yang luluh dalam kebijakan masalah
Ketergantungan harapan yang memudar dan melemah
Kepasrahan tujuan yang selalu tertekan untuk mengalah
Dan kebisuan protes yang teriak dalam bungkamnya resah

Komplikasi pasang surut yang mmuncak
Masih belum menjwab “ADA APA INI SEBENARNYA???”
Haruskah yang benar disalahkan oleh ego??
Atau memang harus mengalah untuk ego??

Yang seharusnya jalan itu indah telah menjadi korban
Satu sisi yang dibutakan oleh hasrat kehidupan
Berbalik, otak kini berhasil mengendalikan perasaan
Apa yang diinginkan tak peduli dengan apa yang dirasakan

This is Your way GOD! I trust You
I wish YOU give me something nice in my sad ending day
This is the fate which YOU write GOD! I trust You
Strenghtened her, and give her a happiness late



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